A song

Watched movie Marvelous, really lovely.. The character Neil Baldwin was great...

Enjoy yourself, its later than you think
Enjoy yourself, while you're still in the pink

The years go by as quickly as a wink
Enjoy yourself, enjoy yourself
It's later than you think!

You worry when the weather's cold
You worry when it's hot

You worry when you're doing well
you worry when you're not

It's worry worry all the time,
You don't know how to laugh!

You'll think of something funny
When they write your epitaph

Enjoy yourself, It's later than you think

When I started preparing for Civil Services, I never believed that I would be giving fourth attempt. I gave it a thought but only in theory.
I had very strong belief in my Hard work. I always told myself to work so hard that no body in this universe can claim to be more hardworking than me. The lines of song "khudi ko kar buland Itna" always reverberated in my ears. I believed hard work never goes waste.

For first three attempt I never asked god or any saint to bless me with success in the Civil Services examination. Rather I only requested them to giving me blessing that "My believe in Hard work is sustained". It is only in the fourth attempt that desperation came out in the open. For some time, I was confused whether to give exam with job or with out job. I started looking for internship and other opportunities. Never got any call for job or internship. I was not depressed or disappointed but I was confused about what to do in future. Good thing was that I was exploring some or other opportunity all the time. Drafted my own entrepreneurial idea and started working on that.

My Inter-personal and Intra-personal skills improved big time during Civils apart from my other faculties. After fourth attempt mains, I prepared a list and started accomplishing task one after the other. Did political party active election volunteering, went on Vipasana, traveled in mountain regions, finished psychology first year, started blogging and exercise schedules, debating club, RTI to UPPSC, letter to IGNOU, meditation etc. etc..

Now as the result is being delayed, I need to decide on the future course of action.... I finalized on certain things.
Will write about it in detail tomorrow... Some important work is pending....