Wednesday, May 31, 2017

Whirlwind

A night of joy and happiness for many of my friends but also a night of gloom and uncertainty for few others. Another year of UPSC result. There is so much to write but I'll limit myself to three dimensions and my learnings from them.

First is about the importance of consistency in pursuit: The punishment for heinous crime is 7 years rigorous imprisonment. For some candidates, UPSC does become a heinous crime. Years after years, they continue to mill day and night for this exam but in the end, it all turns futile. However, there are some who achieve their goal and make it big. One such friend is Priyank. Yesterday seeing him through made me feel joyous and happy. I could share his happiness vicariously. He went through numerous ups and downs but kept his calm. All the self-respect and esteem was put on the stake. Life hinged on UPSC. Eventually, success touched his feet. A standing ovation to his consistency pursuit.

Second is about the importance of positive thinking in the pursuit: I came across a candidate who no one had expected to clear the examination but in the end, she cleared it with a bang. It is a perfect story of a minion overcoming a tiger and riding on it. One would be left wondering that how could she do it? She was always so full of doubt and uncertainty. In her words, one thought that 'nobody knows the result and she could be the rank one' ignited the feeling of self-belief amid all the clouds of darkness and doubts.  

The third is about the importance of accepting of the result: Some of my friends invested entire decade into this examination. One failure is relatively easy to swallow but a series of failure is too hard to absorb. One may start doubting the concept of God, or hard work, and often question his destiny. In the midst of so much negativity, the real stars are those who are able to get up after each failure and walk unscathed and indifferently in the middle of demolishing dreams.  These are the pure souls. One who have undergone transformation and who have learned the reality of the life. The reality is life is a myth. We take so much of it for granted. 

My learnings:
Believe in your stars. They listen and respond to your beliefs.
Life is simple. Take it easy. Do not compare. Just chill. Your happiness could be your biggest reward. Those who clear it may be happy for a moment but those who understand the nature and vagaries of life through this exam will be happy eternally. 
Consistency, positive thinking, and resilience is the way to go.


Sunday, May 21, 2017

Love


What is love?

Sachin loved cricket
Phelps loved Swimming
Pele loved Football
Heer loved Ranjha

Love is bliss
Love is divine
Love is joy
Love is wine

Love is music
Love is calm
Love is peace
Love is balm

Love is sweet
Love is share
Love is freedom
Love is care

Love is moot
Love is dance
Love is happy
Love is trance

Love is life
Love is jolly
Love is soul
Love is holy

[Alpha to Beta, Alpha to Beta: Tring Tring Current current..aaaaaaaaaah]

Love is hell
Life becomes drama
Love is pain
Gives you trauma

Love is fault
Makes one blind
Many conditions
Never free mind

Love is Dance
Dance on chance
Drink alcohol
Get your trance

Love is eve
Love is Adam
Have sex
Forget madam

[Wake up sid.. wake up]

Oh yeah,
Love is pious
Love is loyal
Love your wife
Live as royal

Love is liquid
Love is gas
Love is moment
Love is bash

Love Love Love
Where are you?
Reach me out

Hmm, wake up sid wake up
You can't love

But Why?

Hmm, Love is not caste
Love is not beauty
Love is not white
Love is not sexy

Love is not religion
Love is not words
Love is not thoughts
Love is not nerds

Love is Love
Love yourself
Love your wife
Love your children
Love your life

Love the darkness
Love the hate
Love the pity
Love all mates

Love adds
Love multiplies
Never subtract
Nor divides

Open your heart, open your eyes
Feel others, keep thoughts aside

Energy flow and vibes dance
Feeling of god, gateway to trance

I can not be defined.......





















Indian Diaries: Amazination 1.0


How would one describe India? A land of possibilities. A land of opportunities. A land full of contradictions and misgivings. One cursory reading of a day's newspaper headlines would tell that it's nearly impossible to capture its soul in a single word. It is simply an "amazing nation". Let's see how?

Pick up your daily newspaper and see the pattern of headlines. Front page full picture of Mumbai Indians lifting the IPL title with full pomp and style reminds us about the vibrancy and dynamism in the country. The media bytes of Modi and AdityaNath show the changing face of politics in the nation. Two celibates are occupying two of the most important office in the country. Scroll down further, one can spot the news related to Indian culture, dance forms which exhibit the richness and depth of Indian culture. For a moment take Sarhul festival of Jharkhand which celebrates the bond between the society and Nature. Similarly, one can find news item related to godmen and mystics who perform some or other magic to defeat the logic of sciences. The viewpoint of the land of possibilities and opportunities is also reinforced by the news items of India's praise by some international organization or some leader of international repute. Increasing digitalization, democratization and demography promise a safe future for the nation.

Despite all the positivity which exuberates from above kind of items, one can ignore the dark side at this own peril. Saharanpur caste violence, slipping Kashmir, class and gender violence, terror, and throat severing competition amid corruption tell a totally different story. One can not help but feel uncertain of the future of the country. The increasing competition for resources, a dangerous level of population pressure and lack of institutional leadership indicate that country is bound to go down on the path to hell unless corrective measures are not put in place by some decisive leadership. Sometimes the negativity is so high that it is simply soul-scaring.

In this duality of existence lies the contradictions and the misgivings of India. I am starting this series of daily blogs to capture some successful and failure stories of the national journey of survival and development. Hope it will enrich mine and your world view in time to come. Till then Good Night.











Thursday, May 4, 2017

Flying time


The best and the worst thing in UPSC preparation is that the time flies faster than the speed of light. It's a strange world. Whatever you do, there are no right or wrong standards. Only your selection decides whether what you did was right or wrong?

One of the most difficult thing in life is to maintain a disciplined schedule. The bigger challenge is to recover the schedule after a break.

There are so many things to write about but some days I just don't feel like writing. But then I got to write.How should I begin? How should I pick up the broken schedule? How should I go about it? I have no clue.

Life becomes bland at times. There are moments when you wish to settle down but such moments are hard to come.

You need to keep telling yourself "Happy happy happy". I suffer from task amnesia. Jumping randomly from one branch to the other. All I need is to keep the calm and keep preparing. That's it.

I finished Sapiens but I am yet to post a review for the same. It was a wonderful read. Very wonderful I would say. It helps in understanding the minion existence of humans in the history. War love life empires everything was covered.

Now I am reading Swami Paramahamsa Yogananda. A good read. I need to be more punctual about it.

Do not forget few principles:
1. Make a schedule
2. Follow it with sincerity

Don't be afraid of anything. Go on and on and on.
I used to write regularly. Then I stopped then I begun again. Then I again stopped. Then I begin again and then I again stopped.
You stopped. You fluttered. You fall but its ok. Rise again and keep walking. Maybe slow. Maybe a little but do walk on the path.

Life is long. Keep your calm. Shiva-Shakti is with you.
Forget about the whole world for next 6 months. Let people make comments. Just write and write.