Friday, January 26, 2018

Update


I asked him "what time do you wake up"? He replied with his characteristic smile 4:00 saar in the morning. And then how long do you work here? We are picked at 5:00 AM from our place and gets dropped here by 6:00 AM. Then we stay here till 5:00 PM in the evening, he said. So then what time do you reach home? He said 9:00 PM and then we cook food. But wait a minute. Why 9:00 PM? Your job is over at 5:00 PM isn't it? Sir, we go for another part-time job and finish it to reach home at 9:00 PM. All the while his faced beamed the smile as the white light flows from the bulb. In a split second, it made me realize how lucky I am. I don't know why but I felt a sense of relief after listening to his work hours and story. If he can work for 16 hours a day for 1000 dirhams of saving and carry that beaming smile, can't I do away with that gloomy and tensed look falling on my face due to excess work? I have heard some desi brothers settled abroad often saying Indians are not hard working. I believe they have not seen the Indians like my office sweeper. We have everything in us to build create and innovate the future of human civilization. All we need is a right ecosystem and little guidance.

Yesterday I visited Global village in Dubai. It was a cultural shopping complex with theme based shopping complex from 32 nations. For someone who loves shopping, this could have been a paradise. I saw the stunt show with cars screeching on the arena and bikes jumping up in the air. I tasted Baklawa the Turkish sweet, Bosnian sweet, Italy's Batata and avocado juice. It was a fun evening. I did not buy anything. I do not know why but I could have bought something there may be zafran. There were some cultural events from different continents and countries. This was a fun sight to watch.

The new semester has begun. I have started teaching computer networks, and cryptography. Along with this, I am also taking some labs. It has become really unmanageable with wedding and interview preparation. Most of it is in mind rather than actual load. However, I am learning to cope up with things. I need to attend various mocks. Time is running. Let us see how will it unfold.




Tuesday, January 23, 2018

Interview thread: Conversation 1

Saurabh, What do you understand by the office of profit?

Why are we not able to compete with China in manufacturing or why the make in India mission is not working?
Sir, we have a serious cost-disadvantage in manufacturing due to high logistics costs. Secondly, our skill India program does not reciprocate manufacturing sectors need. Third, manufacturing job is seen as a more laborious yet less incentive job so people prefer services. Fourth the policy uncertainties are pushing people away from the manufacturing sector. Lack of coherent export linkages is also an issue.


Do you think that governments decision to stop Haj Subsidy is justified?
Yes, Sir, It is a very welcome step. I say this for 3 reasons. Firstly, The obligation of Haj only applies to people who can afford Haj so anyone taking subsidy is not fulfilling the complete obligation. Secondly, the subsidy will be used for the very productive purpose of minority girl education where it is needed badly. Thirdly most of the subsidy was used for rich/affluent Muslims. Fourthly, various committees, court, and even Muslims organizations had called for its phasing out.

The situation of the economy?
There is a slowdown in business due to tax uncertainty and poor sentiments but future is bright. Recent industrial production figures are strong. The manufacturing sector is coming up. FDI figures are high. The concern areas are low investment rate, poor unorganized sector output, and slow agricultural reform.


Q. What do you understand from a smart city?
A. Sir, a smart city is a 3 layer architecture. At the base is basic services in the economy. At the middle level is technology and at the third level is people. A city would be called smart if it is able to provide effective basic services to the people using the lever of technology.

Q. Is technology an essential part of it?
A. If it is smart then somewhere we need to involve technology as its integral part.

Q. So how should we go about it? How would you make Agra a smart city?
A. Sir, the most viable and effective first step to make a city smart is
Bring metro rail system and unified public transport system in the city.
The second step would be to bring technology for efficient waste collection and sanitation.
The third thing would be surveillance centers in the cities.

Q. What do you mean surveillance system?
A. Sir, it means we need to install CCTV cameras in the entire city, in every nook and corner and deploy the personnel in a centralized city-based location so that any law and order issue could be monitored from the surveillance center itself. For example, traffic police need not cut challans. Rather an overspeeding car or red light or helmet violation could be captured on the camera and fine amount could be deducted from the person's account.

Q. Then Why metro has to be a beginning point?
A. Possibilities are endless. But beginning would be from Metro because it has gained a country-wide acceptance and we also have experience in the field.

Q. What are the advantages of the smart city paradigm?
A. Citizen participation, control on migration, people empowerment, need-based intervention, bottom-up approach, innovation and creativity came out.
Projects like integrated command and control, smart water projects, waste management projects.

Q. What are the 3 most significant concern for Indian state?
A. Sir, the first is employment generation. Second is collapsing urbanization. The third is skilling India.

Q. What is India's big strength in contemporary era?
A. Reform orientation of government and people is one of the big positive for us.

Q. Why has India not been able to generate enough good runners?
A. Money, Sporting culture, Failure to nurture our talent
School level sports competitions, dedicated parks and playground facilities, sports stadiums in localities
Sports injury insurance, Caste class barriers, Excessive career orientation

But the scenario is changing off late. People are affording sports at their own cost and we have excelled in Tennis, Badminton, Chess, Kabbadi, and cricket.
Names to be dropped: Dutee Chand, Shiva Kesavan,

Q. Most untapped areas in India?
A. Tourism, Sports, Agriculture

Q. What is status of clean Ganga and how the present program different from previous programs?
A. Sir, cleaning Ganga is a work in progress. It will take atleast a decade. Present program has specific projects on sewage treatment plans, crematorium and waste management. It includes state and district in the implementations. Youth and civil society groups are given prominent role.


Sunday, January 21, 2018

Dud and Mud

Sky is lar'ge
standing far
Sleepy eye
Can't see the sky
Legs are small
fear the fall
Heart is weak
feelin' freaked
Hands are lenghty
sky becomes sandy
canned in the box
chained in the locks
drenched with the mud
feeling dud

Feelin dud feelin dud 
feelin dud feelin dud

An extra mile
without a smile
An ounce of will
almost nil
Trapped in glass
lacking class
So much waste
no good taste
Muscular pain
all in vain
Fluttering mind
makes me blind
The last step
with heavy breath
A broken oath, broken heart
broken will, falling short
Missing the mad
feeling bad
Missing the action
so much tension
Final destination
so much hesitation

So feeling dud.. 

something amiss
be bullish
something wrong
be strong
something dry
don't be shy
Dont be a pleader
bring out the leader
Say no, get lost
say this at any cost
Become mad
feel glad
walk and walk
never stop
may be small
or just a crawl
but with time
it should be fine
A walk to moon
should begin soon
be it heavy be it small
be it slow or  banal

One day you'll reach your dream
Locks will open heart scream
Blessings bestowed on forehead
He is with you at every step

dnt feel dud.. dnt feel dud
keep walking in the mud

Wednesday, January 17, 2018

Update: Lost in translation


Last few weeks have been very happening. Cricket tournament, gym, research proposal, course preparation, India trip, UPSC result and an Interview.
So much travel and new experiences. Somehow blogging became a casualty of this busy schedule. Despite the busy schedule, there was a lot of self-talk and introspection. My international experiences and conversation with people at home and abroad led to some recurrent themes like lack of faith in democracy and inclination towards benevolent dictatorship, skepticism about future of India and rising appeal of communal thinking. Such discussions and thoughts gave me some sleepless nights. It made me wonder if the idea of India is so weak. Is bringing change next to impossible in India? Could there be something which could be done to fix India's poisonous air, polluted water, and congested roads? These questions led to a further set of questions which I am going to discuss here.

First of the question was can there be a change with a compassionate and empathic thinking or do we need to be ruthless and stern in taking tough decisions? Change often leads to pain and displacement. As a result, some casualty and problems are sure to occur. In such situation, how can we bring change? How can we expand roads and acquire new land without disturbing the routine way of life? One of the solutions is to have a new institutional mechanism of rehabilitation ministry in India which will dedicatedly work toward providing a new arrangement of life to displaced people. Another could be to implement Benami property act in letter and spirit. How much all of these are problem specific solutions which target only at the surface and do not solve the root problem. The root of the issue is how far Indians are ready to stretch themselves in the nation-building exercise and how to arouse a nationalist consciousness in the times of self-interested instinct? This is something we need to ponder upon. 

Another question which shook my mind was how can we bring in and apply wisdom from USA or Dubai to India and use it as a developmental model for the country? The answer to this is we just can't do this. Teleporting a USA or Dubai model to India would be a crime. We need to do things as per Indian context. For example, we can not use the transport model of USA. Ours is a big mix of the small and large vehicle so we need to tailor our system accordingly. We need to push extensive research in these areas. Be it urban problems, road transport or waste management, we need to factor in India's scale, magnitude and social structure into account.  

The third question which become important in this context is can we bring these changes with democracy or do we need a dictator? Most of the people I interacted voted against democracy and reposed their faith in dictatorial model of governance. This gave me a feeling of gloom and Deja vu as if the aristotle's prediction about democracy is coming to life. 

Anyway, of the three questions, I may have my doubts about the first two but for the third my conviction remains strong. Democracy is the only way India can sustain and succeed. Considering our diversity and uniqueness, there is just no other alternative.





Saturday, December 23, 2017

Little girl Babita


Babita, a little girl with hairs curl
riding scooter in the park, her face had a spark

She was my aunt, she never flaunt
Calm and gentle nature, she was a kind creature

Her persona was debonair, marriage bells were ringing in the air
A bearded man came to house, A private meeting with the spouse

Me and sweety got new dress, Mine was flashing hers was matt
Mausi Mausa ji sitting on the chair, Camera rolling everyone cheer

Charu and Ranu came in the world, Two became four Jaipur preferred
Joyful life rockstar couple, funful banter playful tussle

But one day one truckwalah came, May be he was drunk, may be insane
Driving rashly he crushed Babita, blood fell down more than a litre
She left for the heavenly abode, leaving behind our grieving souls

Her love care affection beauty, timeless charm and household duties
gloomy mind heart in pain, we feel sad and teary faced
May her soul rest in peace, Ranu and Charu fulfill her dream
Mausa ji quickly recover, act as father and also a mother

This is life, beautiful and evil, Prepare yourself for good and cruel
Even though she is no more, Her memories will always endure

Wednesday, December 13, 2017

Madhushala: Few more rubais


भावुकता अंगूर लता से खींच कल्पना की हाला,
कवि साकी बनकर आया है भरकर कविता का प्याला,
कभी न कण-भर खाली होगा लाख पिएँ, दो लाख पिएँ!
पाठकगण हैं पीनेवाले, पुस्तक मेरी मधुशाला।।४।

This rubai tells about the infinite dimensions of creativity and sizeless power of creativity. As per poet, the emotions lead to creative thought and manifest in the form of a poems. The power of poems is such that it is endless and would fill all the quest and needs of readers. At a deeper level, poem also describes the importance of being drunk or immersed into something which is infinite.

चलने ही चलने में कितना जीवन, हाय, बिता डाला!
'दूर अभी है', पर, कहता है हर पथ बतलानेवाला,
हिम्मत है न बढूँ आगे को साहस है न फिरुँ पीछे,
किंकर्तव्यविमूढ़ मुझे कर दूर खड़ी है मधुशाला।।७।

This rubai tells that we keep walking and walking in the quest of happiness and state of bliss. We keep searching for it in every walk of life. There comes a time when we proceed so deep in the pursuit that we become directionless. We fail to gather the courage to move forward or going back to the initial stage. Some one has aptly said if one is not happy at present, he can not be happy in the future. So live in the present. Madhushala or your passion or love lie in the present.

लाल सुरा की धार लपट सी कह न इसे देना ज्वाला,
फेनिल मदिरा है, मत इसको कह देना उर का छाला,
दर्द नशा है इस मदिरा का विगत स्मृतियाँ साकी हैं,
पीड़ा में आनंद जिसे हो, आए मेरी मधुशाला।।१४।

Madhushala is a state of bliss whereas drink is the painful experience. One shall not confuse the painful experiences of life as something bad or unpleasant. This rubai tells that a real drunkard would be one who could enojy the drink even in the state of pain. In deeper sense, it means those who can enjoy the life, and its sad eventualities with a joyful mind are only realise the true state of bliss.

धर्मग्रन्थ सब जला चुकी है, जिसके अंतर की ज्वाला,
मंदिर, मसजिद, गिरिजे, सब को तोड़ चुका जो मतवाला,
पंडित, मोमिन, पादिरयों के फंदों को जो काट चुका,
कर सकती है आज उसी का स्वागत मेरी मधुशाला।।१७।

Here poet use Madhushala as a metaphore to describe the state of bliss. As per Poet, only people who have overcome the resistance of communal forces, whose inner lamp of enlightenment has overcome the preachings of religious text and who had been able to free himself from the clutches of priests can only realise the true state of bliss, self-actualization and enlightenment.

एक बरस में, एक बार ही जगती होली की ज्वाला,
एक बार ही लगती बाज़ी, जलती दीपों की माला,
दुनियावालों, किन्तु, किसी दिन आ मदिरालय में देखो,
दिन को होली, रात दिवाली, रोज़ मनाती मधुशाला।।२६।

Here poet use Madhushala as a metaphore to describe the state of bliss. As per poet, various festivities occur once in a season or year but a person who achieves the state of bliss become eternally happy.

अधरों पर हो कोई भी रस जिहवा पर लगती हाला,
भाजन हो कोई हाथों में लगता रक्खा है प्याला,
हर सूरत साकी की सूरत में परिवर्तित हो जाती,
आँखों के आगे हो कुछ भी, आँखों में है मधुशाला।।३२।

This rubai explains the experiential feelings in the state of bliss. When a person is in state of ultimate enlightenment then whatever kind of experience, feeling of sorrow, happiness, sadness, irritation, frustration or pain occurs, he would always experience the joy
and love. Everything becomes bliss for him. This occurs when you become totally immersed in whatever you are doing.

चित्रकार बन साकी आता लेकर तूली का प्याला,
जिसमें भरकर पान कराता वह बहु रस-रंगी हाला,
मन के चित्र जिसे पी-पीकर रंग-बिरंगे हो जाते,
चित्रपटी पर नाच रही है एक मनोहर मधुशाला।।४२।

Here poet uses the metaphor of saki to describe life and hala as good or bad experiences of life. He says that life brings all sort of colorful experiences which help us in enriching the canvass of our mind. One who is immersed in enjoying these life experiences developa a colorful state of mind which exhibit the real state of blissfulness.

मुसलमान औ' हिन्दू है दो, एक, मगर, उनका प्याला,
एक, मगर, उनका मदिरालय, एक, मगर, उनकी हाला,
दोनों रहते एक न जब तक मस्जिद मन्दिर में जाते,
बैर बढ़ाते मस्जिद मन्दिर मेल कराती मधुशाला!।५०।

Poet comments on the divisive force of religion in a satirical and poetic manner. As per his observation, people may have different religion or worshiping styles like muslims and hindus but the force of life and its experiences do not differentiate on the basis of religion. It treats everyone in equal manner and in the state of bliss, everyone has similar experiences.

एक तरह से सबका स्वागत करती है साकीबाला,
अज्ञ विज्ञ में है क्या अंतर हो जाने पर मतवाला,
रंक राव में भेद हुआ है कभी नहीं मदिरालय में,
साम्यवाद की प्रथम प्रचारक है यह मेरी मधुशाला।।५९।

In this poet describes that for a man immersed in his work, differences become ephemeral and useless. In a way, state of bliss i.e. complete immersion in one's world of work or virtue or drink is a first example of communism.

Tuesday, December 12, 2017

Poem: Relapse


Slipping from hand
like a citadel of sand
Lack of self-discipline and
dearth of commitment

Its not music or band
neither the fire of foreign land
Nor the sensual hand
momentary slip on tangent

may be hormonal gland
Thoughts become crass and bland
Nowadays it's a trend
unconscious is hell-bent

Truth and conviction tanned
which side of grass should one stand
whatsoever was planned
Always ended as miscreant

A new beginning after every end
Should I let it flow or be resistant